Reb Nosson teaches that the daily obstacles we encounter are in
direct proportion to the spiritual levels and wisdom we seek to achieve.
We should therefore not feel discouraged when we see our improvement in
serving Hashem suddenly countered by difficulties. As long as we
maintain our Mochin de'Gadlut, the forces opposing our advancement
cannot affect us. For it is only when we descend to Mochin de'Katnut, to
depression and despair, that we find it very difficult to stand up
against these obstacles.
In fact, taking heart and
strengthening ourselves each day is the one protection we have. Even
when there are difficulties or obstacles, we have to realize that today
is also part of the allotted time on earth. It, too, is a day during
which we can and must accomplish whatever possible in coming closer to
Hashem. If we cannot pray or study study Torah properly, then we should
say tehillim (psalms) or perform other miztvot - doing whatever we can.
For "Hashem wants the Jews to be rewarded; and therefore He gave them
the Torah to study and many mitzot to perform."
In
other words, we must never fool ourselves into thinking that since the
day started wrong, today is a wasted day, G-d forbid! We must never
allow ourselves to say that there is no point in trying to serve and to
know Hashem or returning to Him on this day; that we are better off
waiting until tomorrow. Rather, we must realize that every day is
important and that every moment counts! And this is the lesson of
Sefirat Ha'Omer, the 49 days of counting. It teaches us to make the best
and the most of what we have, since every day does count! (Likutey Halakhot, Pikadon 4)
Have a great day, from Reb Nati